Sunday, October 15, 2006 @ 12:55 AM
I think that's it.
I wonder how long has this been happening-
That I've turned into someone else.
I realised how much I've changed. Too much. Not the appearance or looks- they don't really matter. The heart. The mind. The character. I've changed so much.
I've changed into a person who thinks of things that she never thought before. Thinks that she hated to think about. I've changed into someone who thinks too much, too deep, of things that's not very healthy to keep thinking about. I've been affected by what people say, the circumstances, the people themselves.
I don't want that.
I DON'T WANT!
I just want to be myself- the one I knew I was meant to be- the one I knew God wants me to be. Not someone who does things to serve others- but someone who does things to serve the audience of one.
Gee. What happened?
I used to be so much simple. But things had made me think too deep.
Faith. I've lost that kinda faith I had. I lost the childlikeness in me.
NONONO.
This is it! God! I'm coming back!
REVIVAL!
Hehe.
Okay God, I want to be even more faith-filled, and I want to be even more childlike about You! I just want to be a child of God!
That's it!
RAHH.
Stupid Satan. I fell for that trick. But OI. I'm coming back man! I drink revival potion liao. xD You're so dead Satan. Zzzz. Made me lose so much time and all. >=(
You're under my feet! You're under my feet!
SATAN IS UNDER MY FEET!
HIYA! *steps Satan like he's a cockroach*